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Menstruation

 

The Conference

 

A whisper. Look around you. Look all around you, at the teeming crowd around you. Everybody is here. Everybody. Salwa and her husband, Lama and her Husband, your sister Raw’ah and her husband, your brother’s sister Daniyah and her husband, not to mention of course, Mahmud, Batul, Wisam, yourself, and your most beautiful fiancée and soon to be your lawfully wedded wife, Fatin.

Everybody is here, here in the Club, here in the place of miracles whose call you have ignored for such a long time. Isn’t it strange? Isn’t it interesting? Isn’t it marvelous? Oh yes, it is, oh yes, it is.

And everybody is here for the same reason that you are here, to listen to Nadim and Kindah, to talk to them, to share some thoughts with them, some of which may not be so good, some of which may indeed be vile. Yet, thoughts do not kill, words do not kill, there will be no death here today, there will be no blood shed, although one cannot rule out an occasional outburst of anger, hate and fear, can one?

  

A thought. My nose hasn’t gotten clogged up yet, nowadays my nose is not in the habit of getting clogged up too easily; my nose has finally matured it seems, it doesn’t take everything at the same time, it rather takes its time to analyze and process things all too cautiously, all too carefully, and that’s suits me rather well. Oh yes it does. Oh yes it does. My nose has changed. Yes, my nose has changed. I have changed.

Yes, I have changed. Just a short while ago, I was so willing to classify all people on the basis of their different smells. Just a short while ago, I was so busy conjuring yet another ideology of differentiation of sorts just because I happen to possess a certain ability no one else seems to have, just because I have a better nose. Oh God, the folly of it all. The stupidity. The infamy. The shame. The shame. I need to cleanse my soul of shame and guilt.

I hope Fatin could help me do so. I hope her love could help me, for love indeed conquers all. There is no more need for me to make endless lists of my newfound principles, it is sufficient for me to say that I follow the Religion of Love, no matter how dreamy this might sound to some. I follow the Religion of Love. I follow the Religion of Love. I follow the Religion of Love.

  

A whisper. So dear girl, life has changed dramatically for you. Life has changed you. And to the better I may add, to the better. Not so long ago, you used to be some traditional man’s daunted little wife, but now you are the showy, modern, sure of herself, unveiled divorcee. Oh what a difference a certain short spate of time makes. Oh what a difference having a goal makes.

So you plan to continue your schooling now, hmm? Jolly good. Yes, jolly good. That is indeed what you should do, that is indeed what you need to do. That is how you can become your own woman eventually. That is how you can weather out all of life’s little trials, that is how you can ready yourself for its big ones. Education is necessary for someone who wants to change, particularly a woman in an Eastern society. Don’t you doubt it girl, don’t you dare doubt it. Take this as a new certainty in your soul, you need new certainties. You know do. There is nothing wrong with that. Nothing at all. Nothing at all.

  

A sentiment.  I am happy now. My problems have most assuredly doubled in the last few months, still I am happy now. I am free now. Free to be happy. Free to be sad, all on my own terms. I am free now. I am happy.

Not too long ago, I used to be a disgusting mess of a woman. But these days have gone now, they have gone for good. I have seen to that. I have seen to that. There will be no more lies in my life now, no more inherited, unscrutinied truths. From now on, I shall determine my own faith, my own destiny. That’s for sure. That’s for sure.

  

Comment. Hasan did have a brief encounter with Salwa before the beginning of the conference. Fatin was with him at the time of course, and he introduced her to Salwa with all the confidence and pride in the world as he proceeded to outline to Salwa  some of the recent developments in his life. There was no need for him to outline everything for her of course, there was no need for him to empty his soul out to anyone anymore, anyone but Fatin that is, and only when there was a real need. Birth was not the kind of process he wanted to toy around with. He would go through it only when unquestionably undeniably necessary. For only then could it have any real meaning. Don’t you think?

  

A necessary interjection. The reader should bear in mind that some editorializing proved unavoidable in presenting the following materials, this editorializing, however, did not lead, I assure you, to any alterations in meaning. Well, you have to take my word for it I guess, what other choice do you really have? After all, you are not the omnipotent God of this world. Oh no you are not. Oh no you are not - I am.

 

Kindah’s opening speech. Honored guests, dear colleagues, ladies and gentlemen. It has been a costume of the Ma’ari Club for the past five years or so to invite my husband and myself every now and then to attend a get-together of this sort for the purpose of giving as many people as possible a greater opportunity to get in touch with us, to look us straight in the face and inquire of us as to the real nature of our call, and the validity of some of the things rumored about us and our activities.

This comes in compliance with the avowed educational, democratic and secular principles of the Club. Indeed, my husband and I have always been willing to accept the Club’s invitations realizing the need for us to maintain an open and direct channel of communication with all interested people, regardless of their beliefs on the one hand, and their particular impressions of us on the other.

From our point of view, that is from the point of view of Nadim and yours truly, such get-togethers, meetings, or conferences, however you choose to call them, represent yet another opportunity for us to continue to propagate our ideas, share our opinions with the world,  and help establish a much-needed tradition of free speech in our society. Perhaps you are here for the same reason. Perhaps you have your own very different reasons. We shall soon find out.

As you see, and this is a note made in particular to those who are attending the conference for the very first time, we are not very fond of long inaugural ceremonies here, and prefer to get straight to business, that’s why we did not have an introductory word by Mr. Darweesh the Director of the Club, and that’s why we do not have a moderator. There are a lot of security people though, but as you know, this is only to insure your safety and ours, and not to harass or intimidate any of you. So please speak freely, your freedom of speech is guaranteed in this Club. Thank you for coming. Nadim and I are ready to field your questions.

  

Daniyah. In one of your early articles Mr. Nadim, namely the article titled “On the Necessity of Heresy for the Advancement of Human Civilization,” you struck a comparison between your very position today, in terms of the opposition you are facing and the death threats, and that of the Prophet Muhammad, peace be upon him, himself in terms of the opposition and the threat to his life that was posed by the leadership of his tribe Quraysh. Should we understand from such a comparison that you are proclaiming yourself a modern day prophet of sorts on par with the Holy Prophet Muhammad peace be upon him? Do you consider your writings to be on par with the Qur’an?

Nadim. In the article you have mentioned, I dealt with the same major themes that ran through my first book, “Voices of Opposition in Islamic History,” but I did so in a more personal manner. I simply added my name to the list containing the names of all those who had something different to say, something that runs contrary to popular wisdom, beliefs and practices, political considerations aside for the moment.

Indeed, I did strike a comparison between my position today and that of Muhammad fourteen hundred years ago, but I only compared between the positions, our respective positions, I did not compare between his personality and mine, his views and mine, or his tactics and mine, in fact, I would consider such a comparison to be offensive to me, seeing that my views on Muhammad, from an ethical point of view, are very unflattering to say the least.

Now, as far as my personal ambitions are concerned, well, I am definitely, most definitely, not proclaiming myself some sort of a prophet or a messiah, and I wouldn’t dream of doing so, ever. I think the world has had enough with such figures. For I believe in self-redemption and I don’t really think that anyone has the ability to redeem others, no matter how good he/she is, or how hard he/she tries. I believe that every person who still possesses a living kicking conscience inside of himself can be, and indeed should be, his own, or her own, prophet-messiah-redeemer.

Still, I cannot really deny or ignore the fact that there will always be people who, having developed for one reason or another a feeling of low self-esteem,  would look beyond themselves for salvation. Indeed,  for such people I might appear as a prophet or a messiah, my writings might be viewed as somehow holy, but this is really not something that I am seeking, this is not what I want. The same goes for Kindah.

  

Daniyah. In other words then, people like you and your wife, who would change their religion and make their new faith or ideas public, are bound to start a chain reaction of sorts, whether they like it, want it, or not. So why can’t you see then that the Islamic Law forbidding apostasy on pains of death is correct, that it is merely trying to maintain social stability?

  

Nadim. The real question here as far as I am concerned is why would you, and people like you, think that the rejection of Islam by  some Muslims, whether they end up adopting a different faith or becoming atheists like me and Kindah as well as many others… why would you consider such an act as one that would threaten and endanger social stability? I mean, as long as these people are not calling for any violent act against the state, or against any particular law-abiding group within the state, why would you, the Islamic Law, God, whatever, consider them as a threat against the stability of the society?

Now, these people might indeed be trying to propagate their ideas, but as long as they are doing so peacefully, that is through arguments and acts of charity and goodwill, what sort of danger to society could their presence and activities constitute?

No, no. I can’t think of such people, I can’t conceive myself and my likes as constituting a danger against social stability. It is, rather, those people who are calling for our execution who are clearly undermining social stability. You don’t see secularists committing acts of terror out there in our societies, do you? You don’t see atheists doing so. You don’t see apostates. What you do see, and we all do see, are Islamic terrorists in action, and we all do see the results of their actions, and their dire impact upon society.

Throughout Islamic history, the danger to social stability, to the government itself, to the empire, was never posed by the few atheists and apostates who appeared, but by the various Islamic groups that emerged, each claiming to be the only saved group and denouncing all others as heretical and worthy only of the sword.

In fact, secularism and democracy are being advocated today so that the various Muslim societies can finally be rid off of such a state of affairs, and become for the first time in their long histories stable, truly stable. Or so they could at least develop the potential for stability, for there are after all other reasons for social instability independent of faith, economic and political reasons and what have you.

Finally, and if history shows anything in this regard, it shows that the numbers of atheists will always be limited somehow; still, if you are indeed afraid that some sort of mass conversion out of Islam will occur should apostasy be accepted as a right for the individual Muslim, should people be given the right to speak freely, then ask yourself this question first: why would people be tempted to convert, on a mass scale, to a different religion to begin with?

Now, the reasons for such a phenomenon are very complex and I have already dealt them in several of my works, be they analytical in nature or works of fiction, and so did Kindah by the way, and again so did we together in some of our collaborative works, among many other scholars and novelists. Still, the conclusion that we come up with from a close and objective analysis of this phenomenon is that a strong and stable society has no reason to anticipate the occurrence of such a phenomenon.

Should you, however, say that our societies are not strong and stable today, so we cannot, therefore, afford to grant anyone the right of apostasy, if you say that, I will say to you in return that apostasy has nothing to do with the weakness of our societies today, and these societies will not become strong simply by cracking down and executing people who can be defined as possessing or propagating heretic ideas.

For what is heresy? And what is apostasy? Different Muslims define the two terms differently, so whose definition should we accept? Indeed, tell me, can Muslims ever agree on such matters? There are Muslims who believe that a woman has the right to reject the veil, or demanding an equal share of the inheritance without jeopardizing her status as a pious Muslim woman; some, on the other hand, consider such a rejection as an act of apostasy. The same division in opinion occurs when considering issues such as banking interests, the rights of religious minorities in Muslim societies, and so on.

At any rate, in matters of religion, differences cannot be resolved, not by force nor through the powers of persuasion; once a religious difference emerges it will stay with us as long as the issues involved remain important to the people and relevant to their lives. That is why the Christians are Christians, and the Muslims Muslims, and the Jews Jews, and that is why the Sunnis are Sunnis, the Shiites Shiites, the Druze Druze, the ‘Alawis ‘Alawis, the Hanbalis Hanbalis, the Shafi’is Shafi’is, and so on.

Secular societies offer a way for all people to disagree among themselves in matters of religion without destabilizing the society, and whenever a certain issue should develop political, social and economic ramifications, or be political, social or economic in nature to begin with, this matter should then be resolved by voting. Once you accept secular rule, you have to accept the supremacy of voting in such matters.

Anyway, and before I conclude this rather long answer, I have to remind you of something, a very important thing. The crackdown, the wave of terror conducted in certain Muslim societies against so-called heretics, is actually alienating the intellectuals in our societies, the cultured people, those who bring new ideas and new hopes, the only people who can help carry us out of this quagmire we found ourselves in today as Arabs, Muslims and Christians alike, they are being pushed outside into exile in America or Europe, or they are being pushed into hiding and silence.

Who does benefit from this situation? And does all Muslims in these societies agree that indeed those of them who are getting terrorized and killed, do they agree that such people are indeed apostates and heretics, and hence deserve persecution? I don’t think so. There is someone out there, some group or groups with their own particular mentality, their own particular way of thought, their own particular fears, that are dictating their choices upon us all, without any regards whatsoever to our thoughts and wishes. They are the enemy I think, not people like me.

Besides, when you advocate the use of terror, or resort to the use of terror against people who are simply saying things you don’t agree with, who are making choices you happened not to agree with, personal choices, who are propagating ideas that are contrary to yours, but through peaceful means… when you advocate the use of terror against such people, when you resort to the use of terror against such people, isn’t this very fact a testimony to your own intellectual bankruptcy, not to mention your moral one, to your own inability to justify through peaceful means your own faith?

Aren’t you in doing do so undermining your own faith, the strength of ideas that are part of your faith? Aren’t you in effect saying that Islam cannot argue back, that it so intellectually bankrupt that it could only defend itself by means of violence and bloodshed? In persecuting someone like me, someone like Kindah, aren’t you in effect saying that our ideas are stronger than yours? Aren’t you advertising our ideas in a way and giving them more credibility than they might have earned for themselves? Aren’t you bestowing upon us a position of moral superiority vis-à-vis your own? Aren’t you? do you really want us to become some sort of  martyrs for the cause of secular democracy in the Muslim World?

We don’t mind becoming martyrs, you know, we really don’t. even liberal causes like ours can benefit from such developments you know.

 

A necessary interjection. I shall leave it to the reader to try and imagine the wave of applause generated by Nadim’s last remark. I will also leave it to the reader to imagine Daniyah’s reaction, her internal reaction.

 

A member from the audience. In all of your works almost, especially the fictional ones, I heard that, and note that I said I heard, because I haven’t read any of your works yet, and I don’t think I’ll ever will really…anyway, I heard that you always concentrate on sex, even more than western authors do, you describe the sexual acts of the Prophet himself, peace be upon him, well, some do indeed say that in your own autobiographies, you describe your own sexual acts with no shame whatsoever.

You even accuse such noble and chaste figures, such as ‘Aishah herself the Mother of the Faithful, among others of adultery and you describe it in nauseating details. Why? Why is there so much emphasis on sex and sexuality in your books? Are you calling for sexual liberation? Is that it? Are you telling our children that it is right to behave like animals and follow their instincts in such matters without any shame whatever, and even if it means incest and homosexuality and other such degrading practices? Is it? Is it?

  

Kindah. Well, I think I am probably more suited to answer this question than Nadim, besides it’s my turn really, isn’t it?

Still, and being the obedient wife that I am, I will follow my husband lead and shall reverse the table on you sir, I shall ask you a question: why you are so antagonized by the issue of sexual freedom? What do you have against it? You don’t have to answer that, for again following the lead of my trend-setting husband, I shall answer these questions myself, for the answer is not that difficult to figure out, is it?

You, sir, are afraid for decency, isn’t it? But more so, you are afraid of social instability, why with all those diseased people, all those bastard children that no one really wants, all those sick people so fond of weird sexual practices, all those men paying money to get sex, and all those woman prostituting themselves, well, with all those sorts of people around, what sort of society can you have? A decadent one definitely, isn’t it?

Well, that really depends on how you define decadence I guess. At the time of Harun al-Rashid for instance, long considered as the Golden Age of the Islamic Empire, would you say that the society was decadent sir? You wouldn’t, would you? You would rather say that it was a most virtuous time, wouldn’t you? But when you proceed to examine the whole available historical record, and not just bits and pieces of it as it is the want of the fundamentalists and traditionalists to do, you will find that even by your traditionalist standards, in fact, especially by your traditionalist standards, you will find that the era of Harun al-Rashid was far, very far from being virtuous.

And how could it not be so when activities such as concubinage, pedophilia, homosexuality were widely practiced and at all levels of society. Taverns and whorehouses were as widespread in that society as mosques and churches, and though they were mostly run by Christians and Jews, their presence was considered legal by the state, the Islamic State, and they were mostly frequented by Muslims. The truth is that from the point of view of sexual overindulgence if you will, Islamic societies have been the worst in all of history, even by today’s standards. After all, no other society has practiced paedophilia in the open manner you find in Islamic societies.

Even when we delve deeper into Islamic history back to the Golden Beginning of Islam itself, the picture we get does not get any better. For even then, concubinage was known, indeed, Muhammad himself is said to have had a few concubines with which he established a full conjugal relationship, Maria the Copt and Rayhana the Jewish for instance.

Prostitution as well was known, and many companions of the Prophet were known to have availed themselves of the services of the local whores before embracing Islam, and again after embracing Islam. There was nothing Muhammad could do to stop this practice, so he used to legalize it, every now and then, under the tenuous cover of temporary marriage, a practice which allowed a man to marry the whore for an hour or two, or day or two, or until such time he had enough of her, all for a fee of course.

And as far as concubinage is concerned, please, let’s not forget, let’s never forget that it involves rape really, or do you think a woman would really appreciate being made a concubine? A woman who had known at one point in her life the taste of freedom, do you think that she would enjoy being a concubine? That she would voluntarily and wholeheartedly surrender herself to her captor and self-appointed master? Do you?

It is clear then that Islamic societies have never managed to be chaste, to be truly and practically puritan about sex as they have always claimed to be, and urged themselves to be, or were urged to be, in theory. Yet, that has never prevented them from becoming powerful. The rise and fall of the various Islamic states and empires throughout history had nothing to do with the sexual morals of the Muslims. Sexual decadence, no matter how one defines it, does not destroy nations.

Here is the West, sexually decadent by the standards of Abrahamic fundamentalists, that is the Muslim, Christian and Jewish fundamentalists, not mention the fundamentalist groups from other religious backgrounds, yet very much powerful and in control of human destiny as we all know. Sex then has nothing to do with the rise and fall nations, yet, you can never guess that listening to the speeches and reading the pamphlets and books and sermons made by the fundamentalists and traditionalists today, be they Christian, Jewish or Muslim.

To them sex seems to be the key to everything decadent, they focus on it, they emphasize it, they are most assuredly fascinated by it, they make a big deal out of it; that’s why people like and Nadim and many many others, make a big deal out of it too, but in a much different way as you all know. The fundamentalists and traditionalists use sex as an instrument of control, we use it as an instrument of freedom, they create an ambiance of frustration, we try to let in some fresh air.

Now when Nadim and I deal in our writings with issues such as incest and homosexuality and paedophilia and bestiality, not to mention pre-marital or extra-marital sex be it heterosexual or otherwise, this doesn’t mean that we are encouraging or condoning these activities, we are simply dealing with our history and our society as they are, with reality as it is, we refuse to ignore it just because it offends the taste of some puritans.

Incest, homosexuality, pedophilia and bestiality, exist in all types of society, and they can flourish in all types of society, but it is in our societies that they seem to flourish most, in our societies. Should we want to reduce the frequency of their occurrence, then we should perhaps give young people the freedom to choose whether they want to adopt a sexually active lifestyle, we should teach them about the changes that happens to them as a certain age, its meaning and significance, about the nature of the sexual act itself and the consequences it could have, other than pleasure that is, we teach them then we let them choose, and with this we would be doing our part, the choice is up to them.

And before anyone even suggest it, let me straight out tell you that the choice offered should not include, naturally enough, the choice to commit incest, bestiality or pedophilia, many people in the audience know very well that my husband and I have been involved for many years in supporting, financially and otherwise, shelters for abused children, children, boys and girls of different age groups who are the victims of domestic or street violence, including rape, rape which is often committed by someone they know, someone from their family, their neighborhood, their immediate circle of friends and family friends.

Nadim and I definitely then, do not believe in incest, pedophilia and bestiality, but as far as homosexuality is concerned, if the people involved are adults, why should we interfere? It’s their life, their responsibility, not ours.

These are in simple words the views of myself and my husband concerning sex, they are very different than the traditional ones definitely. The fact that not once throughout the long history of humanity, did people manage to establish an enduring society based on the Abrahamic concept of chastity, justify our call today for people to be given the freedom of choice in matters of sex.

Now, as far as my and my husband’s views concerning the sexual life of certain historical figures such as the Prophet himself and his wife ‘Aishah among others, well, in matters of literary writings, people…authors have the right to alter certain fact, or to invent facts, in order to emphasis or underline a certain historical theme, or point of view. In my novel about ‘Aishah’s life for instance, I simply wanted to show how difficult it must have been for ‘Aishah to lead a compulsory celibate lifestyle after Muhammad’s death and because of a decision he had made out of jealousy.

For Muhammad at one point in his life had heard Talha, who was ‘Aishah’s cousin saying that he would marry ‘Aishah one day after Muhammad’s death, and he had felt jealous by his own admission which we find in early books about his life, and as a result he came up with a Qur’anic injunction declaring his wives as Mothers of the Faithful and thus forbidding them from getting married after his death.

Now ‘Aishah was Muhammad’s youngest wife, and Muhammad had been the only man in her life, she had been betrothed to him at the age of six, and had become his wife at the age of nine; she had been the only virgin to become a wife of Muhammad’s. This decision of his therefore, and as far as I can tell as a woman, must have hit her in particular much harder than all his other wives, it deprived her from becoming a mother, a real mother and not just a metaphorical one, and it deprived her from ever experiencing a single new moment of intimacy again. It is to underline the severity of this deprivation that I imagined a relationship between her and Talha in my fictional biography of her. As a novelist, I have this right.

  

Nadim. If I may interject something of interest here. Muhammad himself in the Qur’an had given himself the same liberty by the way, namely, the liberty of altering historical facts, or what he had thought to be historical facts, in order to underscore certain notions that he was trying to advocate.  For instance, all the stories we find in the Qur’an concerning the lives and times of the various Judaic prophets, all these stories are really different in many aspects from those we find in the Bible. Now, as to why he did this, why he changed facts and altered stories, this is a matter which I have dealt with extensively in my book “The Literate Prophet,” you may refer to it, if you are literate, truly literate yourself.

  

Lama. In spite of the veil that I am wearing, I am actually a very liberal minded woman, and am married to an equally liberal minded man, and we both are great admirer of both of you, Nadim and Kindah, of your scholarship and of your humanitarian activities which do not receive as much notice in the press unfortunately. Still, there is something that comes across very clearly in your works, those that I have read so far that is, something that baffles me really, and my husband, a tendency on your part to vilify the character of the Prophet Muhammad, a man whose principles are definitely no less humanitarian than  yours, if not more so, why is it so? What is the reason behind such an attitude of yours?

  

Nadim. I’ll give one reason and I think it should suffice. Do you know of the massacre of the Jewish tribe of Bani Qurayzah? You do, don’t you? Well, knowing that the Prophet had supervised and blessed this cold-blooded, though politically, and psychologically,  justifiable massacre, how can we still think of him as a humanitarian leader? How can anyone? Humanitarian leaders just don’t commit or sanction the commission of massacres.

Now, we all know the details of this massacre, we all know that close to eight hundred men in all were killed, and by men here we mean all adult males, and by adults we mean all males who have even a tiny bit of hair around their penises, which means that the men in consideration here were as young as twelve years old if not younger. So it was a very heinous massacre indeed, and the boys had to be checked thoroughly to determine whether they should be killed or not.

As far as the Jewish women were concerned, they were all enslaved, and the Prophet himself immediately proceeded to pick the most beautiful women of them to make her his concubine. So, and inspite all the methodical bloodshed going on all around him, Muhammad could only think of his lust at the time.

Muhammad was a politician, more than anything else, he was a politician, a great politician, a genius of a politician, but a politician nonetheless, not a humanitarian. It is about time we faced the truth about him, it is about time we stopped confusing between political leadership one the one hand, and moral and ethical leadership on the other. Moral and ethical leaders are never power hungry.

Moral and ethical leaders lead by example, and they often stay outside the system, the governmental system, the political system, and definitely the established religious hierarchy, and they never seek entry into the system, and they never seek to rival that system by building their own. They build communities mostly, but never nations. Nation-building is dirty business, moral and ethical leaders can never be at ease with it.

When nations are being built, it is the job of the moral and ethical leaders to try to ease the suffering brought about by the process, it is their job to monitor the process and try to contain its excesses, it is their duty to oppose the nation-builders whenever those nation-builders begin to show signs of losing their orientation, of getting too immersed in the trappings of power, of losing control over their actions and the actions of their followers, of beginning to destroy much more than they build, and so on.

Moral and ethical leaders are the conscience of their nations, that’s why they can never compromise in matters of basic principles, no matter what. Muhammad was definitely not such a man, Muhammad was a nation-builder, an intelligent nation-builder, no more no less.

 

A voice from the audience.  And how about the Qur’an and its ethical teachings?

 

Nadim. The ethical teachings of the Qur’an are not original, these teachings have been around for centuries if not millennia, Muhammad simply expressed those teachings in a very extraordinary  and appealing literary style. The Qur’an represents Muhammad literary genius, as well as portions of his political genius and his social reforms, there is no ethical genius embedded in the text of the Qur’an.

 

A voice from the audience. And how about you and Kindah, are you the living conscience of our nation?

 

Nadim. Oh boy, you know, such questions can only be answered by the passage of time, by history. People cannot claim such honors for themselves, especially if they are honest, not to mention intelligent.

 

 

A conclusion. The conference went on for more than three hours after this last answer by Nadim, there were plenty more interesting questions that got posed, and plenty more interesting and genial questions that got offered. Still, and as Hasan watched that brief and somber TV report on the fatal airline crash which took place one week after the end of the conference, and whose victims did indeed include one called Nadim Qanawati and his wife Kindah Kayali, authors by profession, who were on their way to the United States for a meeting with their publishers, they were these last words of Nadim that came to Hasan’s mind and kept on ringing there for many, many years to come.

And with this, dear reader, we come to the end of our little tour in this most fascinating cranny of our most diverse world, you may wipe the blood off your face now, you may try to purge your mind and soul of it, we have menstruated enough, you and I. Quite enough. Quite enough.

 

 

 

 

Freedom


Have you really forgotten who I am, Brother? Have you really forgotten who I am, Brother?

 


I

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salvation,

 Brother,

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though

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woman,

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I

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man.

 
 

 
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