I will begin by
relating a series of troubled dreams that I had over a period of few weeks
in mid 2000. They represent the first and only dreams, so far, that I have
bothered to record. I simply never cared about recording my dreams before.
Then, urged by the fact that some of my friends at a time were making a
habit of it, I decided to go ahead and give it try. The trial period ended
when something inside of me snapped all of the sudden and put an end to my
ability to recall my dreams. Ever since, I have had a lot of difficulty
recalling my dreams with sufficient enough details to merit recording.
Perhaps the responsibility of having to update this section ever now and
then will help me regain this lost ability of mine. After all, one's dreams
are one's home made movies, self-produced, self-directed and self-cast. And
they are free. What better deal could there be?
But what's the
point and purpose of sharing my dreams with all and sundry? - one may
wonder. Narcissism could be one explanation, I guess. But, perhaps there is
a simpler explanation than overly psychological one. For, perhaps, this
comes merely as a logical extension to writing novels, poems, articles and
essays. After all, I write because I want to understand the world and be
understood by it - sharing my actual dreams with the world could be one
additional "literary" device in this venture, one which, I hope, would prove
no less interesting than my other writings, if at all.
It is important to
note here as well, that I was still a bachelor when I had these dreams, and
that I haven't even met Khawla yet, an event that won't take place until
October of 2001. Also, and for privacy purposes, I saw it more appropriate
to use only the initials of the various friends and acquaintances that
featured in my dreams, though I do try to explain something about our
relationship in order to facilitate understanding.
The explanatory
notes found in parentheses have been written shortly after the period under
consideration, and I have only updated to make them suitable for
reproduction here. i tried not to censor myself, so as not to render the
exercise futile for those wishing in indulge in psychoanalysis.
This said, here
are the "2000 Dreams" I had as only a heretic can have and relate them,
perhaps...
"2000 Dreams"