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An Oriental Tapestry

 

Can You Ever Understand Sir?

 

 

 Your mellifluous voice, sir,

             and equally mellifluous words

       (carefully knit into ever so meaningless slogans).

 

Your tumid tear-filled eyes,

       (denoting an allergic reaction

                to the true nature of our misery,

                    rather than an actual, though useless,

                               show of sympathy).

 

Your ever so lackadaisical gestures

                                                (camouflaging

                                          the vim

    with which you continuously

                oppress us.)

 

Your forever lactescent mouth,

            and penis,

             (constantly dripping

                                         upon

                                                us,

                   neither nourishing,

                                nor impregnating –

                     a flood of infertility in an ever expanding void,

                      a mere show of useless virility in an impotent world,

                            where only charlatans, and murderers,

                                                                                frolic

                                                                                     and

                                                                                          procreate.)

 

Your sententious speeches

               (filling

                      our ears,

                                 to the drums,

               with prolix pieces of degenerate wisdom -

                    amoral at best, when one reads between the lines).

 

Your flaring nostrils and sterterous rage,

         (announcing the coming of

                                        the venom-spitting lion

                      to replace the old

           fire-spitting dragon -

     after all, we have always had our own rather peculiar ways).

 

Your cantankerous fulminations against

                                                   our otiose,

                                        if not dormant,

               if not long dead and

        buried

    sense of

              patriotism

               (as if we ever really had it,

                           the whole of it, that is,

                                  sir,

                           the whole of it).

 

Your progressively sallowing complexion,

        and selfless sedulous

                                neglection

                        of your health,

                             (at our not so fortunate expense).

 

Your timidity.

Your temerity.

Your personal need.

Your personal greed.

   (All of which underlie

                      each and every of your

                                           well-thought-out

                                                                 actions.)

 

Your self-created dilemmas, and trilemmas.

Your Catch-22s, and MIG-29s.

Your unambitious nuclear program,  (and missile delivery system.)

Your corrupt inefficient army, (and sectarian politics.)

Your balance of internal power, (and your own personal calculations.)

Your inadequate infrastructure, (and collapsing economy.)

Your pride and joy, (and your agony and shame.)

Your failures turned successes

          (through stentorian pronouncements

                                                       and assertions.)

Your refuge

                  (legal,

                  physical,

                  psychological,

                  moral.)

And subterfuge, (rather large and expanding.)

Your refuse, sir, your very refuse.

         (and insouciance, if not downright carelessness.)

Your everything.

And your nothing.

Your existence, subsistence, insistence.

Your mere name.

Name, sir.

Name.

All…

   all these things, sir,

                        make me

         so totally insensate

                         and oblivious as to everything

                                    around me,

                        within me,

                                   outside of me.

                                                    But the in

                                            digenous,

                                                in

                                        sidious,

                                 male

                         volent,

                    and

                      sur   rep  ti   tious

                                                  CrIcK-CrAcKiNg

                                     of the last

                                      WALLS

                           pro   tec ting

                                   the last relics of

                                      my long,

                                            too l o n g,

                                     vanished…

                                                     humanity.

 

Can you understand the meaning of all this, sir?

Can you ever, ever, understand?

 

 

 

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