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The Descent

 

Introduction

The first nine chapters of The Descent were written in the span of one month, namely: February 1994. It was, as the novel itself explains, my way of coping with my recent conversion, so to speak, to atheism (at least as far as existing definitions of the Divine are concerned). The conversion took place after many years of being a practicing Muslim, and, at times, a fundamentalist Muslim who had, for a brief period in 1987, entertained some ideas of going to Afghanistan to Join the Mujahideen.

 For this reason, the conversion process was not exactly a happy occasion and did not go smoothly, at least the unconscious part of it. Indeed, it took me a while to accept this drastic change in my life, writing The Descent, and the first few poems of The Voidman, helped much in facilitating this matter. A therapeutic element has, thus, been involved in my writing process ever since the beginning.

The final chapter was written in the span of a few days in November 1997. I needed some time to be ready, it seems, for the final "showdown" that takes place in the chapter. I offer no apologies. 

 

 

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Freedom


Have you really forgotten who I am, Brother? Have you really forgotten who I am, Brother?

 


I

lust

for

salvation,

 Brother,

as

though

it

were

a

woman,

and

I

 -

 a

man.

 
 

 
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